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Prabin Subedi
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[Reflection] Writing

2026-01-28 · 4 mins read

I dont know if i like writing or not though I happen to be witty with words and sentences sometimes. My whole life to this point of time i may have written 1 or 2 essays out of my heart, that too for mid-term exams while in highschool.

Currently I am enrolled in university[as of 2026], and in exams these days i happen to write subjective answers to the most technical questions humanly possible.

That is exactly why I have stated multiple times that I have love/hate relationship with language and writing. All the mails I have written are masterpiece to me personally(atleast that is what I think).

People think that I write pretty good(esp. my friends), but I dont write pretty often. And I believe this is a phenonmenon from physics called potential energy.

potential energy means that energy that is not rendered

But I am trying too, I want to write more , code and learn more. And I believe doing so has tremendous unseen benefits that are yet to be discovered.

I want to write more, But self doubt clings.